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Title: Firsts
Pairing: Ohkura/Yoko
Rating: R-ish
Disclaimer: ;D
Summary: There's a first time for everything.
Notes: This is probably in the same verse as my previous Ohkura/Yoko fic. I'm pretty sure it is. XD You can find it linked in my Master Post if you want to read it. But this is stand-alone. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] alissa and [livejournal.com profile] pinkpapyrus for making sure this was readable and for loving Ohkura/Yoko LIKE I DO OMG LIKE FREAKING NEBULA. I love you both and this is for you! ♥ Have fun in Japan and BRING HIM BACK FOR ME!!!!!! I can cook!!!! ;D











It's almost like he's not sure what he's doing. Which is ridiculous. But its Yoko. And this is just new. It's unexpected and unplanned and he has no idea why he's lying on top of Yoko, elbows planted on either side of his head, and kissing him so hard there will be bruises on their lips, he just knows it. His hips are grinding down onto Yoko's and Yoko is pushing his pants down, hands inside his underwear, clinging to his skin with his damp fingertips, his hips pressing upward.

Yoko turns his head, gasping for breath as soon as Ohkura's pants have reached his thighs. He tugs one of Ohkura's arms and awkwardly shoves it in between them. Ohkura adjusts clumsily and rests his weight on his left arm.

"Unbutton my pants."

Yoko's hand leaves Ohkura's arm and Ohkura almost pulls back. This isn't like he thought it would be. Not like he'd ever thought about this before. Its just confusing seeing Yoko so unsure in a situation. Of course Ohkura knows how withdrawn and shy Yoko is when the camera's not on him, but this is still unusual. Yoko likes being in control. It's strange for Ohkura to realise that, this time, he is in control.

"Okay," he replies after a moment and hastily pulls at the snap on Yoko's pants. He is glad when Yoko decides to help him and together they shove Yoko's pants off of his legs and the side of the bed.

Ohkura kisses Yoko again, at a loss for what to do now.

"What do...what are..." Ohkura flounders for words. In the end he just looks at Yoko and swallows, his eyes wide and emploring.

Yoko's mouth is wet and red and his breath is hitched.

"I've never done this before," is what he says to Ohkura after they stare at each other until Yoko tilts his head down.

"What do you--"

"This this. I mean," Yoko sputters. "I've done this before just...not this." His voice trails off.

"You mean--"

"Just," Yoko cuts him off and looks back up, his gaze piercing. "Just take care of me, Tatsu," he says with a small, unsure smile, trying to play off the implications in his words by teasing with an old nickname.

Ohkura tries to catch his eye but Yoko won't let him. Instead, Yoko yanks him down and kisses him. "Its okay," he whispers into Ohkura's mouth in between kisses.

Ohkura feels pressured even though he knows Yoko doesn't want him to. He wants this to be okay, to be right and when he fumbles for a while with spit because he's too embarrassed to let Yoko know he's got lube in his dresser drawer, Yoko laughs softly and shyly.

"Don't you have anything else?" he says, flinching slightly at Ohkura's fingers.

Ohkura blushes and ducks his head. "What are you talking about?" His voice is a whisper, shaky.

"You know what I mean, Tadayoshi."

Yoko looks up at Ohkura and holds his gaze until Ohkura exhales and reaches into the drawer next to his bed.

The awkwardness seems to just dissapate once he's had his fingers inside Yoko and, even though its uncomfortable putting on a condom in front of Yoko, it's okay because it just has to be.

His hands are shaking but he just squeezes them into fists and tries to steady his breathing before guiding himself in.

They both inhale sharply at the same time. The sensation is almost overwhelming and Ohkura tries not to gasp and realises his failure when he hears his voice almost loudly in the room. He stays still, ducking his head into the crook of Yoko's neck, and doesn't move for as long as he can, trying to get his breathing under control and make sure he doesn't come in the next three thrusts. It ends with Yoko's voice low and warm in his ear.

"You can move anytime, you know..." Yoko's voice is tight, just barely controlled and he's pulling down on Ohkura's hips. He trails one hand over Ohkura's ass and, when he reaches the very top of Ohkura's thigh, he digs in his fingers.

When Yoko says "Now," Ohkura can't help but comply.

It takes longer than three thrusts to make him come but he stops himself, trying to make sure it's okay for Yoko too. His arms are shaking almost in rhythm with his breath and it feels so damned good. He isn't sure he can last much longer, but he has to at least prove he has some stamina.

Yoko's breathing is jagged and, when he manages to say, "Just...keep...going...", Ohkura complies, watching how Yoko's hand moves to his own cock. He's unsure whether he wants to watch Yoko pull himself off or watch Yoko's face instead. In the end, he watches expressions he's never seen cross Yoko's face before.

When he comes, its to the sight of Yoko's face tilted to the side, jaw clenched tight so he doesn't utter a single sound. His eyes are closed, too, and Ohkura holds his breath until he can't take it anymore and then lets his breath flow out all in a rush. His head swims.

He collapses on top of Yoko and quickly rolls to the side, out of breath and dazed. He doesn't want to think too hard about what just happened or how he feels about it. Instead he chooses to just let things be. When he catches his breath, he makes his way to the bathroom to clean up and dispose of the condom. There's a faint red mark on his shoulder when he looks in the mirror. Ohkura's not sure he wants to know right now if its a bite or a scratch or something else instead.

He turns off the light.

His bed is comfortable and warm when he returns and he turns to Yoko instinctively, pulling Yoko's arm over himself and settling his back against Yoko's chest.

"You can go to the bathroom if you need to," he says after a few minutes.

Yoko laughs softly and Ohkura feels Yoko's nose and then his lips on the back of his neck.

"I can wait a bit if you need me."

Ohkura smiles into the sheets and just pulls Yoko's arm closer.

Date: 2008-06-27 07:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] impynymph.livejournal.com
*___________________________*

OMG. ISO. ILU AND THIS AND IT IS REALLY REALLY REALLY HOT AND SWEET AND LKDSJFLADSFLSFDAF OMG. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, WRITE YOKO/OHKURA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Date: 2008-06-28 10:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
FLAIL

THANK YOUUUUUU~ I'm glad you like it slkdjl
I want to write them more omg *_* Second favorite Ohkura pair and favorite Yoko pair *_*
I hope I did them ok augh MORE PEOPLE NEED TO WRITE THEM. Like Kon and Kya ;D ;D ;D and YOU and just EVERYONE OH GOD. *_*

Date: 2008-06-27 08:11 am (UTC)
ilanala: Akihabara@deep (ohkura pirate)
From: [personal profile] ilanala
Awwww. I wouldn't expect this to be a pairing I would say that to, but...awww. I like them all awkward and fumbly and adorable (and still hot).

Date: 2008-06-28 10:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
dlskfjsldj I think I'm going to try something different next time with them, too. HM. HM! Just to. XD

Thank youuuu!

I like them awkward too. *_*
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Date: 2008-06-28 10:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
<33333333

Thank youuuuu!! Flail. I'M LSKDFJLSKDJ ALL ECSTATIC YOU LIKE IT OMG

<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

FLAIL

And I'm glad it works for you I GET SO D: WORRIED about if it works for other people sdlkfj

Date: 2008-06-27 12:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] airairo.livejournal.com
♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!!

"Just take care of me, Tatsu,"

STILL LOVE THIS SO MUCH. ♥ And you. X: X: X:!

Date: 2008-06-28 10:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!

AUGH. Teasing Yoko. :x I need more Yoko!
FLAIL SO HAPPY YOU LIKE IT AND
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ILU
HEY
HEY
<3

Date: 2008-06-27 05:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] araanaz9.livejournal.com
Hee~ Very hot. ♥!! (Oh, and you know, sweet~ ;D)
Edited Date: 2008-06-27 05:36 pm (UTC)

Date: 2008-07-11 03:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
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I thought I replied to this, too. FAILURE. lsakdjflskdjfa
ILU ♥ Thank you~

Date: 2008-06-28 01:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suikascented.livejournal.com
jsfhjsdfghgdkf I loved how Ohkura was trying so desperately to make it right for Yoko, it's just so...endearing.

I missed your fics a whole lot ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Date: 2008-07-11 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
FLAILFLAIL I thought I replied to this!!!! ANOTHER WAY ISO FAILS TODAY XDDDD

<33333333333333333333333333333333 Thank you so much!

*blush* I've been writing but not always finishing and I was doing [info]jthreesome for a couple weeks and trying some other challenge fics that I have to finish!!! XD But ♥ So glad you liked it!!! heartsheartsheartshearts

Date: 2008-07-14 07:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suikascented.livejournal.com
Don't worry! Now I have yummy info about a fantastic exchange community with lots of amazing fics ♥ ♥ hearts; Life's great =DD

Date: 2008-07-14 07:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
KLSDFKLDJ FFLAIL YES YES YES

OMG GO READ!!!!!!! READ THE FIC SOMEONE WROTE FOR ME ITS THE BEST EVER ITS OHKURA/RYO/UCHI AND OMFG. SLDFKJLDKFJ FLAIL. sdlfkjsldfkjsdlkfsdlkf SO SO SO SO SOS OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD and then read like
asdlfakjs dfomg the fics are so good there. I need to read the NEWS ones I only read one and the K8 ones and the ... read the one that is Yone+Takki+Senga omfg. ITS GREAT. sldfkjsfkl and the other ones with Yasu/Subaru/Ryo sldfkj. *_* and omg IDK THEY'RE JUST. YES JUST READ. *_* THEY"RE GOOD ♥ ♥ ♥

Date: 2008-07-14 08:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] suikascented.livejournal.com
I AM READING AS FAST AS MY ENGLISH COMPREHENSION AND FREE SUMMER TIME LET ME AUGH Why are you all so utterly amazing *fails* I have started with the ones from authors I know and I'm currently reading yours sgfhkgfhdgfdshf so many marvellous fics *shiny~~~~~~*

Date: 2008-07-14 08:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
FLAIL. *_* OH This exchange was so lovely!!!! I enjoyed all the fic I read so far. I need to read more. *_* So many good authors are in it! lsajdflakdjf I hope you like the one I did it was SO HARD for some reason, to write! sldkfjlkfdj Flail. I hope it came out ok! ♥

Date: 2008-07-11 02:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
::insert keyboard smash here:: O_______O This is hot and awkward and sweet and clumsy and sexy and!!!!!!!!!!! Why does no-one else write Yokokura?!?! >.<''''

Date: 2008-07-11 03:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
FLAIL <3333333 THank you!
I always wonder why no one writes them either!!!! THEY ARE SO GREAT and Yoko is always looking out for Ohkura and taking care of him and alskdfjaklsj he's so great and they have just. Ohkura whines to him to buy him snow balls and aslkdfjaslkdfj GOD THEY ARE SO HOT. ssdlfkjslfkj People need to write them!!!!!

Date: 2008-07-11 03:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
Ohkura whines to him to buy him snow balls Really? When?

Date: 2008-07-11 05:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
Well not so much whines but well YEAH he whines. XD Its in the backstage clips from 47! On disc two when they go with Maru and Hina to .... after Maru and Hina go to teh shrines, they go to a castle I think, the next time, and Yoko and Ohkura go with them. And they go get snow balls and Ohkura is all "Yokoyama-kun~ buy me a snow cone~" Its really adorable. asdlfkjasfoiaewrfa

Date: 2008-07-11 06:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
LOL. With his moe voice. XD

Date: 2008-07-11 06:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
Ahahah omg YES!!! JUST LIKE THAT. Augh I love him so~ With his cute voices and his ~buy me this~ and sdklfj Yoko's all "~Whatever you like, Tatsu~" sldkfja It just seems SO MUCH like Yoko sflkajdlf would do whatever Ohkura begged him to. XDDDD

Date: 2008-07-11 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
Oh Tacchon is everyone's spoiled little brother. ^-^

Date: 2008-07-11 07:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
He issss~
I love it. Especially since he's the Oldest Brother in his family XD

I love how he's dotted upon by Eito and by his senpai. XD

Date: 2008-07-11 04:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
I know rigth. XD Like how Matsuoka and Higashiyama mentioned how they were the ones trying to accomodate him when they go out to eat or something. XDD And when Mabo took him back to his hotel room after Tacchon got dead drunk. Shuffling about quietly so he didn't wake him up in the morning. ^^ I suppose something about him just sort of screams 'Take care of me~' XD

Date: 2008-07-11 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
XDDD Dies. YES! I love it. I love everyone taking care of him <3 I know I totally would ;P Someone's always taking care of him when he's all trashed. XD Making sure he gets home or to the room or to sleep. XD

>.>

Speaking of "trashed", you wouldn't happen to have the original picture or know where I could find the pictrue that's in your icon? I KNOW I've seen it somewhere but I have NO IDEA and you know, I just love DRUNKEN EITO. ♥ Dudes after my own heart~ LOL

Date: 2008-07-11 04:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
I love that icon. <3 http://s123.photobucket.com/albums/o310/Usagi0Chan/Kanjani8/OriconStyle/?action=view¤t=oricon0804_6.jpg There it is. I got it from [livejournal.com profile] usagil00lchan. She's always gifting the fandom with HQ scans. 8D

Date: 2008-07-11 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
*_* YES. THANK YOU. I knew I'd seen it before ^_^ I just couldn't remember what it was possibly from XD Oricon Style! ♥ That page is so great! I love [livejournal.com profile] usagil00lchan for her wonderful scans and sharing things. *_* Thanks so much again! ♥ ;D

Date: 2008-07-11 06:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nekokonneko.livejournal.com
My pleasure~. And our fandom is made by wonderful people like her and [livejournal.com profile] enshinge-san. <3

Date: 2008-07-11 10:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
*_* *_* *_*
You are so right! They are great. *_*
I can't wait to see what my friends will bring me back from Japan when they get back in the next two weeks: I might have some scans to share of pics ^_^ People are awesome. ♥

Date: 2008-07-11 07:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] epicwaters.livejournal.com
I think it's great that yoko knew about the lube. XD

huge plus that it was okura/yoko. I love them <33
thanks for sharing!

Date: 2008-07-11 07:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
<333
Hee! Yes. Yoko just knows some things.

I am so partial to the two of them and want to write Yoko/Kura, too, but I also like the idea of Ohkura/Yoko a lot. *_* Especially after the other fic I did. XD And usually when you read Ohkura with Yoko or Hina, its Yoko or Hina/Ohkura. I like switching things up in the right circumstances. ^_^

I'm really very glad you liked this!!! THANK YOU!!!!

Date: 2008-07-12 05:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] girlearthless.livejournal.com
Wow, I loved this. It was hot and sweet at the same time, the two boys so awkward around each other. Gahhhh.

Please write more! ♥

Date: 2008-07-23 04:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
<3 Thank you so so much!

I'm working on more right now. ^_^ But all of my recent trips and lack of reliable and consistent computer access/internet access has hindered it. D; But I do have plans to write much more! ♥ :))))

Date: 2008-07-21 09:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayumwu.livejournal.com
a;woeifjaw; I THOUGHT I COMMENTED ON THIS. BUT ANYWAY. I THINK I READ THIS. ACTUALLY I'M SURE I READ THIS. D: I just forgot to comment. >

Date: 2008-07-23 04:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
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THANK YOU!!!

Date: 2008-07-23 08:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ayumwu.livejournal.com
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No problem~

Date: 2008-07-23 07:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] askingxwhy.livejournal.com
Not only is this rather incredibly dskghdgdskj awesome, but I have a question.

WHERE CAN I FIND THE VIDEO WHERE YOUR LAYOUT IS FROM SHASGAKHK

Date: 2008-07-23 04:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
Thank you so much! <3

Um, the video has been taken down. It was posted locked on the Ryo/Ohkura comm by someone, but the original poster of the video hadn't wanted it shared or re-uploaded or re-posted anywhere so it was removed after it had been up only a few hours. :[

Date: 2008-07-23 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] askingxwhy.livejournal.com
Not a problem :)

WHAAAAAAAAAAT?! DD: That is rather annoying. Ah well, I shall have to suffer and put up with the delightful images of your layout. Thanks awfully for the information though.

Date: 2008-07-24 12:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
:Dv

Yessssss. :( You're welcome. It always sucks to have things taken down and no longer available like that >.< I know I'm missing out on lots of things that way. Oh well. D: Maybe one day I'll find those missing things. ;D

Date: 2010-10-02 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sonia-san.livejournal.com
NOSEBLEED. You know i love sweet porn and you make one, so here i'm, gigling

ROHUIY*T%FVROLF!!!!!!!! I just can say to you to keep writing >3333

Date: 2010-10-03 06:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] this-is-cd.livejournal.com
<3 <3 <3 THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH for this :)))) It's been way too long since I've be able to write. I miss it and I LOVE doing it. It's so nice to know of people enjoying what I write XDDDD THANK YOU!
I do have plans to write more, I just have to DO IT ;)

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